115. COMPLAINING. Do not beguile my heart, My power and wisdome. Put me not to shame, Because I am Thy clay that weeps, thy dust that calls. Thou art the Lord of glorie; The deed and storie Are both thy due: but I a silly flie, That live or die, According as the weather falls. Art thou all justice, Lord? More attributes? Shows not thy word Am I all throat or eye Have I no parts but those of grief? Let not thy wrathfull power My inch of life or let thy gracious power That I may climbe and finde relief. 116. THE DISCHARGE. BUSIE enquiring heart, what wouldst thou know? And turn, and leer, and with a licorous eye And in thy lookings stretch and grow? Hast thou not made thy counts, and summ'd up Give Did not thy heart up the whole, and with the whole depart? That which is past who can recall? Thy life is God's, thy time to come is gone, He is thy night at noon: he is at night The crop is his, for he hath sown. And well it was for thee, when this befell, Thy businesse his, and in thy life partake: If it be his once, all is well. Onely the present is thy part and fee. If, though thou didst not beat thy future brow, What present things requir'd of thee. all? They ask enough; why shouldst thou further go? Of future depths, but drink the cleare and good. In times to come; for it will grow. Man and the present fit: if he provid, This houre is mine: if for the next I care, And do encroach upon death's side: For death each houre environs and surrounds He that would know And care for future chances, cannot go But thro' a Church-yard which them bounds. Things present shrink and die: but they that spend On future grief, do not remove it thence, And draw the bottome out an end. God chains the dog till night: wilt loose the chain, Wilt thou forestall it, and now grieve to morrow, Grieve over freshly all thy pain? Either grief will not come or if it must, And while it cometh, it is almost past. My God hath promis'd; he is just. 117. PRAISE. KING of glorie, King of peace, And that love may never cease, Thou hast granted my request, Thou hast heard me : Thou didst note my working breast, Wherefore with my utmost art And the cream of all my heart Though my sinnes against me cried, And alone when they replied, Thou didst heare me. Sev'n whole dayes, not one in seven, In my heart, though not in heaven, Thou grew'st soft and moist with tears, And when Justice call'd for fears, Thou dissentedst. Small it is, in this poore sort To enroll thee: Ev'n eternitie is too short To extoll thee. 118. AN OFFERING. COME, bring thy gift. If blessings were as slow O that within us hearts had propagation, But all I fear is lest thy heart displease, As neither good, nor one: so oft divisions There is a balsome, or indeed a bloud, [close Dropping from heav'n, which doth both cleanse and All sorts of wounds; of such strange force it is. Until thou finde, and use it to thy good : SINCE my sadnesse Into gladnesse, Lord thou dost convert, O accept What thou hast kept, As thy due desert. Had I many, Had I any, (For this heart is none) All were thine And none of mine, Surely thine alone. |