Sailing towards wrecked mariners, Who cling to the rock of a wintry sea. For each, as it came, brought soothing tears,
And a loosening warmth, as each one lay
Sucking the sullen milk away. About my frozen heart, did play, And weaned it, oh how painfully!- As they themselves were weaned each
From that sweet food,- even from the thirst
Of death, and nothingness, and rest, Strange inmate of a living breast! Which all that I had undergone Of grief and shame, since she, who first The gates of that dark refuge closed, Came to my sight, and almost burst The seal of that Lethean spring; But these fair shadows interposed: For all delights are shadows now! And from my brain to my dull brow The heavy tears gather and flow: I cannot speak: Oh let me weep!
The tears which fell from her wan eyes Glimmered among the moonlight dew: Her deep hard sobs and heavy sighs Their echoes in the darkness threw. When she grew calm, she thus did keep The tenor of her tale:
I know not how: he was not old, If age be numbered by its years: But he was bowed and bent with fears, Pale with the quenchless thirst of gold, Which, like fierce fever left him weak; And his strait lip and bloated cheek Were warped in spasms by hollow
And selfish cares with barren plough, Not age, had lined his narrow brow, And foul and cruel thoughts, which feed
Upon the withering life within, Like vipers on some poisonous weed. Whether his ill were death or sin None knew, until he died indeed,
And then men owned they were the
Seven days within my chamber lay That corse, and my babes made holiday : At last, I told them what is death: The eldest, with a kind of shame, Came to my knees with silent breath, And sate awe-stricken at my feet; And soon the others left their play, And sate there too. It is unmeet To shed on the brief flower of youth The withering knowledge of the grave; From me remorse then wrung that truth. I could not bear the joy which gave Too just a response to mine own. In vain. I dared not feign a groan; | And in their artless looks I saw, Between the mists of fear and awe, That my own thought was theirs; and they Expressed it not in words, but said, Each in its heart, how every day Will pass in happy work and play, Now he is dead and gone away.
After the funeral all our kin Assembled, and the will was read. My friend, I tell thee, even the dead Have strength, their putrid shrouds within,
To blast and torture. Those who live Still fear the living, but a corse Is merciless, and Power doth give To such pale tyrants half the spoil He rends from those who groan and toil, Because they blush not with remorse Among their crawling worms. Behold, I have no child! my tale grows old With grief, and staggers: let it reach The limits of my feeble speech, And languidly at length recline On the brink of its own grave and mine.
Thou knowest what a thing is Poverty Among the fallen on evil days: 'Tis Crime, and Fear, and Infamy, And houseless Want in frozen ways Wandering ungarmented, and Pain, And, worse than all, that inward stain
Foul Self-contempt, which drowns in But silently I went my way, Nor noticed I where joyously
Youth's starlight smile, and makes its Sate my two younger babes at play,
First like hot gall, then dry for ever! And well thou knowest a mother never Could doom her children to this ill, And well he knew the same. The will Imported, that if e'er again
I sought my children to behold, Or in my birthplace did remain
In the court-yard through which I past; But went with footsteps firm and fast Till I came to the brink of the ocean green,
And there, a woman with gray hairs, Who had my mother's servant been, Kneeling, with many tears and prayers, Made me accept a purse of gold,
Beyond three days, whose hours were Half of the earnings she had kept
They should inherit nought: and he, To whom next came their patrimony, A sallow lawyer, cruel and cold, Aye watched me, as the will was read, With eyes askance, which sought to see The secrets of my agony;
And with close lips and anxious brow Stood canvassing still to and fro The chance of my resolve, and all The dead man's caution just did call; For in that killing lie 'twas said— "She is adulterous, and doth hold In secret that the Christian creed Is false, and therefore is much need That I should have a care to save My children from eternal fire." Friend, he was sheltered by the grave, And therefore dared to be a liar! In truth, the Indian on the pyre Of her dead husband, half consumed, As well might there be false, as I To those abhorred embraces doomed, Far worse than fire's brief agony. As to the Christian creed, if true Or false, I never questioned it: I took it as the vulgar do: Nor my vext soul had leisure yet To doubt the things men say, or deem That they are other than they seem.
All present who those crimes did hear, In feigned or actual scorn and fear, Men, women, children, slunk away, Whispering with self-contented pride, Which half suspects its own base lie. I spoke to none, nor did abide,
To refuge her when weak and old. With woe, which never sleeps or slept, I wander now. 'Tis a vain thought- But on yon alp, whose snowy head 'Mid the azure air is islanded, (We see it o'er the flood of cloud, Which sunrise from its eastern caves Drives, wrinkling into golden waves, Hung with its precipices proud, From that gray stone where first we met) There-now who knows the dead feel nought?---
Should be my grave; for he who yet Is my soul's soul, once said: ""Twere sweet
'Mid stars and lightnings to abide, And winds and lulling snows, that beat With their soft flakes the mountain wide, When weary meteor lamps repose, And languid storms their pinions close: And all things strong and bright and pure,
And ever during, aye endure:
Who knows, if one were buried there, But these things might our spirits make, Amid the all-surrounding air, Their own eternity partake?" Then 'twas a wild and playful saying At which I laughed, or seemed to laugh: They were his words: now heed my praying,
And let them be my epitaph. Thy memory for a term may be My monument. Wilt remember me? I know thou wilt, and canst forgive Whilst in this erring world to live My soul disdained not, that I thought
Its lying forms were worthy aught And much less thee.
O speak not so, But come to me and pour thy woe Into this heart, full though it be, Aye overflowing with its own:
I thought that grief had severed me From all beside who weep and groan; Its likeness upon earth to be, Its express image; but thou art More wretched.
Sweet! we will not
part Henceforth, if death be not division; If so, the dead feel no contrition. But wilt thou hear, since last we parted All that has left me broken hearted?
Indignantly, but when he died With him lay dead both hope and pride.
Alas! all hope is buried now. But then men dreamed the agèd earth Was labouring in that mighty birth, Which many a poet and a sage Has aye foreseen- the happy age
When truth and love shall dwell below Among the works and ways of men; Which on this world not power but will Even now is wanting to fulfil.
Among mankind what thence befell Of strife, how vain, is known too well; When liberty's dear pæan fell 'Mid murderous howls. To Lionel, Though of great wealth and lineage high, Yet through those dungeon walls there
Thy thrilling light, O liberty! And as the meteor's midnight flame Startles the dreamer, sun-like truth Flashed on his visionary youth, And filled him, not with love, but faith, And hope, and courage mute in death; For love and life in him were twins, Born at one birth: in every other First life then love its course begins, Though they be children of one mother; And so through this dark world they fleet
Divided, till in death they meet : But he loved all things ever. Then And stood at the throne of armed power He past amid the strife of men, Pleading for a world of woe: Secure as one on a rock-built tower
Weep not at thine own words, though O'er the wrecks which the surge trails
'Mid the passions wild of human kind He stood, like a spirit calming them; For, it was said, his words could bind Like music the lulled crowd, and stem That torrent of unquiet dream, Which mortals truth and reason deem, But is revenge and fear and pride. Joyous he was; and hope and peace On all who heard him did abide,
Raining like dew from his sweet talk, As where the evening star may walk Along the brink of the gloomy seas, Liquid mists of splendour quiver. His very gestures touched to tears The unpersuaded tyrant, never So moved before: his presence stung The torturers with their victim's pain, And none knew how; and through their ears,
The subtle witchcraft of his tongue Unlocked the hearts of those who keep Gold, the world's bond of slavery. Men wondered, and some sneered to see One sow what he could never reap : For he is rich, they said, and young, And might drink from the depths of luxury.
If he seeks fame, fame never crowned The champion of a trampled creed: If he seeks power, power is enthroned 'Mid ancient rights and wrongs, to feed Which hungry wolves with praise and spoil,
Those who would sit near power must And words and shows again could bind
And such, there sitting, all may see. What seeks he? All that others seek He casts away, like a vile weed Which the sea casts unreturningly. That poor and hungry men should break The laws which wreak them toil and
We understand; but Lionel We know is rich and nobly born. So wondered they: yet all men loved Young Lionel, though few approved ; All but the priests, whose hatred fell Like the unseen blight of a smiling day, The withering honey dew, which clings Under the bright green buds of May, Whilst they unfold their emerald wings: For he made verses wild and queer On the strange creeds priests hold so dear,
Because they bring them land and gold. Of devils and saints and all such gear, He made tales which whoso heard or read
The wailing tribes of human kind In scorn and famine. Fire and blood Raged round the raging multitude, To fields remote by tyrants sent To be the scornèd instrument With which they drag from mines of gore The chains their slaves yet ever wore : And in the streets men met each other, And by old altars and in halls, And smiled again at festivals. But each man found in his heart's brother
Cold cheer; for all, though half deceived,
The outworn creeds again believed, And the same round anew began, Which the weary world yet ever ran.
Many then wept, not tears, but gall Within their hearts, like drops which fall
Wasting the fountain-stone away. And in that dark and evil day Did all desires and thoughts, that claim
Men's care-ambition, friendship, fame, Love, hope, though hope was now despair
Indue the colours of this change, As from the all-surrounding air
Among Heaven's winds my spirit once did move.
I slept, and silver dreams did aye inspire My liquid sleep: I woke, and did ap
The earth takes hues obscure and strange, All nature to my heart, and thought to When storm and earthquake linger there.
And so, my friend, it then befell To many, most to Lionel,
Whose hope was like the life of youth Within him, and when dead, became A spirit of unresting flame, Which goaded him in his distress Over the world's vast wilderness. Three years he left his native land, And on the fourth, when he returned,
A paradise of earth for one sweet sake.
"I love, but I believe in love no more. I feel desire, but hope not. O, from sleep Most vainly must my weary brain implore
Its long lost flattery now: I wake to
And sit through the long day gnawing the core
None knew him: he was stricken deep Of my bitter heart, and, like a miser,
With some disease of mind, and turned Into aught unlike Lionel.
On him, on whom, did he pause in
Serenest smiles were wont to keep, And, did he wake, a winged band Of bright persuasions, which had fed On his sweet lips and liquid eyes, Kept their swift pinions half outspread, To do on men his least command; On him, whom once 'twas paradise Even to behold, now misery lay: In his own heart 'twas merciless, To all things else none may express Its innocence and tenderness.
'Twas said that he had refuge sought In love from his unquiet thought In distant lands, and been deceived By some strange show; for there were found,
Blotted with tears as those relieved By their own words are wont to do, These mournful verses on the ground, By all who read them blotted too.
"How am I changed! my hopes were once like fire:
I loved, and I believed that life was love.
How am I lost! on wings of swift desire
Since none in what I feel take pain or
To my own soul its self-consuming treasure."
He dwelt beside me near the sea: And oft in evening did we meet, When the waves, beneath the starlight, flee
O'er the yellow sands with silver feet, And talked our talk was sad and sweet, Till slowly from his mien there passed The desolation which it spoke; And smiles, as when the lightning's blast
Has parched some heaven-delighting oak,
The next spring shows leaves pale and rare,
But like flowers delicate and fair, On its rent boughs,-again arrayed His countenance in tender light: His words grew subtile fire, which made The air his hearers breathed delight: His motions, like the winds, were free, Which bend the bright grass gracefully, Then fade away in circlets faint: And winged hope, on which upborne His soul seemed hovering in his eyes, Like some bright spirit newly born
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