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"You'll both stay while this shower gets owered," said Nancy, as she stirred the fire, and placed another chair beside it; "what! there 's room for all."

"I can see better here, thank you, Nancy," replied I, taking my work to the window, where she had the goodness to suffer me to remain unmolested, while she got a brush to remove the cat's hairs from Mr. Weston's coat, carefully wiped the rain from his hat, and gave the cat its supper, busily talking all the time: now thanking her clerical friend for what he had done; now wondering how the cat had found out the warren; and now lamenting the probable consequences of such a discovery. He listened with a quiet, good-natured smile, and at length took a seat in compliance with her pressing invitations, but repeated that he did not mean to stay.

"I have another place to go to," said he, "and I see" (glancing at the book on the table) "some one else has been reading to you."

"Yes, Sir; Miss Grey has been as kind as read me a chapter; an' now she 's helping me with a shirt for our Bill — but I'm feared she 'll be cold there. Won't you come to th' fire, Miss?"

“No, thank you, Nancy, I'm quite warm. I must go as

soon as this shower is over.'

"Oh, Miss! You said you could stop while dusk!” cried the provoking old woman, and Mr. Weston seized his hat. "Nay, Sir," exclaimed she, "pray don't go now, while it

rains so fast."

"But is strikes me I'm keeping your visitor away from the fire."

"No, you 're not, Mr. Weston," replied I, hoping there was no harm in a falsehood of that description.

"No, sure!" cried Nancy. "What, there's lots o' room!"

"Miss Grey," said he, half jestingly, as if he felt it neces→ sary to change the present subject, whether he had anything particular to say or not, "I wish you would make my peace with the squire, when you see him. He was by when I rescued Nancy's cat, and did not quite approve of the deed. I told him I thought he might better spare all his rabbits than she her cat, for which audacious assertion he treated me to some rather ungentlemanly language; and I fear I retorted a trifle too warmly."

"Oh, lawful Sir! I hope you didn't fall out wi' th' maister for sake o' my cat! he cannot bide answering again maister."

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"Oh! it's no matter, Nancy: I don't care about it, really; I said nothing very uncivil; and I suppose Mr. Murray is accustomed to use rather strong language when he 's heated." "Ay, Sir: it's a pity!"

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And now, I really must go. I have to visit a place a mile beyond this; and you would not have me to return in the dark: besides, it has nearly done raining now so good-evening,

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"Good-evening, Mr. Weston; but don't depend upon me for making your peace with Mr. Murray, for I never see him - to speak to."

"Don't you? it can't be helped then," replied he in dolorous resignation: then with a peculiar half smile, he added, "But never mind; I imagine the squire has more to apologize for than I." And left the cottage.

I went on with my sewing as long as I could see, and then bade Nancy good-evening; checking her too lively gratitude by the undeniable assurance that I had only done for her what she would have done for me, if she had been in my place and I in hers. I hastened back to Horton Lodge, where having entered the schoolroom, I found the tea-table all in confusion,

the tray flooded with slops, and Miss Matilda in a most ferocious humour.

"Miss Grey, whatever have you been about? I've had tea half an hour ago, and had to make it myself, and drink it all alone! I wish you would come in sooner!"

"I've been to see Nancy Brown. I thought you would not be back from your ride."

"How could I ride in the rain, I should like to know? That damned pelting shower was vexatious enough — coming on when I was just in full swing: and then to come and find nobody in to tea! - and you know I can't make the tea as I like it."

"I didn't think of the shower," replied I (and, indeed, the thought of its driving her home had never entered my head). "No, of course; you were under shelter yourself, and never thought of other people."

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I bore her coarse reproaches with astonishing equanimity, even with cheerfulness; for I was sensible that I had done more good to Nancy Brown than harm to her: and perhaps some other thoughts assisted to keep up my spirits, and impart a relish to the cup of cold, overdrawn tea, and a charm to the otherwise unsightly table; and — I had almost said to Miss Matilda's unamiable face. But she soon betook herself to the stables, and left me to the quiet enjoyment of my solitary meal.

CHAPTER XIII.

The Primroses.

MISS MURRAY now always went twice to church, for she so loved admiration that she could not bear to lose a single opportunity of obtaining it; and she was so sure of it wherever she showed herself, that whether Harry Meltham and Mr. Green were there or not, there was certain to be somebody

present who would not be insensible to her charms: besides the Rector, whose official capacity generally obliged him to attend. Usually, also, if the weather permitted, both she and her sister would walk home; Matilda because she hated the confinement of the carriage; she, because she disliked the privacy of it, and enjoyed the company that generally enlivened the first mile of the journey in walking from the church to Mr. Green's park gates: near which commenced the private road to Horton Lodge, which lay in the opposite direction; while the highway conducted in a straightforward course to the still more distant mansion of Sir Hugh Meltham. Thus there was always a chance of being accompanied, so far, either by Harry Meltham, with or without Miss Meltham, or Mr. Green, with perhaps one or both of his sisters, and any gentlemen visitors they might have.

Whether I walked with the young ladies or rode with their parents, depended upon their own capricious will: if they chose to "take" me, I went; if, for reasons best known to themselves, they chose to go alone, I took my seat in the carriage. I liked walking better, but a sense of reluctance to obtrude my presence on any one who did not desire it, always kept me passive on these and similar occasions; and I never inquired into the causes of their varying whims. Indeed, this was the best policy for to submit and oblige was the governess's part, to consult their own pleasure was that of the pupils. But when I did walk, this first half of the journey was generally a great nuisance to me. As none of the before-mentioned ladies and gentlemen ever noticed me, it was disagreeable to walk beside them, as if listening to what they said or wishing to be thought one of them, while they talked over me, or across; and if their eyes, in speaking, chanced to fall on me, it seemed as if they looked on vacancy-as if they either did not see me, or were very desirous to make it appear so. It was disagreeable, too, to walk behind,

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and thus appear to acknowledge my own inferiority; for, in truth, I considered myself pretty nearly as good as the best of them, and wished them to know that I did so, and not to imagine that I looked upon myself as a mere domestic, who knew her own place too well to walk besides such fine ladies and gentlemen as they were though her young ladies might choose to have her with them, and even condescend to converse with her when no better company were at hand. Thus -I am almost ashamed to confess it but indeed I gave myself no little trouble in my endeavours (if I did keep up with them) to appear perfectly unconscious or regardless of their presence, as if I were wholly absorbed in my own reflections or the contemplation of surrounding objects; or if I lingered behind, it was some bird or insect, some tree or flower, that attracted my attention, and having duly examined that, I would pursue my walk alone, at a leisurely pace, until my pupils had bidden adieu to their companions, and turned off into the quiet, private road.

One such occasion I particularly well remember: it was a lovely afternoon about the close of March; Mr. Green and his sisters had sent their carriage back empty, in order to enjoy the bright sunshine and balmy air in a sociable walk home along with their visitors, Captain Somebody and Lieutenant Somebody else (a couple of military fops), and the Misses Murray, who, of course, contrived to join them. Such a party was highly agreeable to Rosalie; but not finding it equally suitable to my taste, I presently fell back, and began to botanize and entomologize along the green banks and budding hedges, till the company was considerably in advance of me. And I could hear the sweet song of the happy lark; then my spirit of misanthropy began to melt away beneath the soft, pure air, and genial sunshine: but sad thoughts of early childhood, and yearnings for departed joys,

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