Nothing of all these evils hath befallen me But justly: I myself have brought them on, Sole author I, sole cause: if aught seem vile, As vile hath been my folly, who have profaned The mystery of God given me under pledge Of vow, and have betrayed it to a woman, A Canaanite, my faithless enemy. This well I knew, nor was at all surprised, But warned by oft experience: did not she Of Timna first betray me, and reveal The secret wrested from me in her height Of nuptial love professed, carry it straight To them who had corrupted her, my spies, And rivals? In this other was there found More faith, who also in her prime of love, Spousal embraces, vitiated with gold, Though offered only, by the scent conceived Her spurious first-born, treason against me? Thrice she assayed with flattering prayers and sighs,
And amorous reproaches, to win from me My capital secret, in what part my strength Lay stored, in what part summed, that she might know
Thrice I deluded her, and turned to sport Her importunity, each time perceiving How openly, and with what impudence She purposed to betray me, and (which was worse Than undissembled hate) with what contempt She sought to make me traitor to myself; Yet the fourth time, when, mustering all her wiles, With blandished parleys, feminine assaults. Tongue batteries, she surceased not, day nor night To storm me overwatched, and wearied out, At times when men seek most repose and rest I yielded, and unlocked her all my heart, Who, with a grain of manhood well resolved, Might easily have shook off all her snares: But foul effeminacy held me yoked Her bondslave; O indignity, O blot, To honour and religion! servile mind Rewarded well with servile punishment! The base degree to which I now am fallen, These rags, this grinding is not yet so base As was my former servitude ignoble, Unmanly, ignominious, infamous,
Enough, and more, the burden of that fault Bitterly hast thou paid, and still art paying, That rigid score. A worse thing yet remains; This day the Philistines a popular feast Here celebrate in Gaza; and proclaim Great pomp, and sacrifice, and praises loud, To Dagon as their God, who hath delivered Thee, Samson, bound and blind into their hands, Them out of thine, who slewest them many a slain, So Dagon shall be magnified, and God, Besides whom is no God, compared with idols, Disglorified, blasphemed, and had in scorn By the idolatrous rout amidst their wine; Which to have come to pass by means of thee, Samson, of all thy sufferings, think the heaviest, Of all reproach the most with shame that ever Could have befallen thee and thy father's house.
Sams. Father, I do acknowledge and confess That I this honour, I this pomp have brought To Dagon, and advanced his praises high Among the Heathen round; to God have brought Dishonour, obloquy, and oped the mouths Of idolists and atheists; have brought scandal To Israel, diffidence of God, and doubt In feeble hearts, propense enough before To waver, or fall off and join with idols; Which is my chief affliction, shame and sorrow The anguish of my soul, that suffers not Mine eye to harbour sleep, or thoughts to rest. This only hope relieves mc, that the strife With me hath end; all the contest is now "Twixt God and Dagon; Dagon hath presumed, Me overthrown, to enter lists with God, His deity comparing and preferring Before the God of Abraham. He, be sure, Will not connive, or linger, thus provoked, But will arise, and his great name assert: Dagon must stoop, and shall ere long receive Such a discomfit as shall quite despoil him Of all these boasted trophies won on me, And with confusing blank his worshippers. Man. With cause this hope relieves thee, and these words
I as a prophecy receive; for God, Nothing more certain, will not long defer To vindicate the glory of his name
True slavery, and that blindness worse than this, Against all competition, nor will long That saw not how degenerately I served.
Man. I can not praise thy marriage choices, son, Rather approved them not; but thou didst plead Divine impulsion prompting how thou might'st Find some occasion to infest our foes.
I state not that; this I am sure, our foes Found soon occasion thereby to make thee Their captive, and their triumph; thou the sooner Temptation foundest, or over potent charms, To violate the sacred trust of silence Deposited within thee; which to have kept Tacit, was in thy power: true; and thou bearest
Endure it doubtful whether God be Lord, Or Dagon. But for thee what shall be done? Thou must not, in the meanwhile, here forgot, Lie in this miserable loathsome plight, Neglected. I already have made way To some Philistian lords, with whom to treat About thy ransom: well they may by this Have satisfied their utmost of revenge By pains and slaveries, worse than death, inflicted On thee, who now no more canst do them har Sams. Spare that proposal. father; spare the
Of that solicitation; let me here, As I deserve, pay on my punishment; And expiate, if possible, my crime, Shataeful garrulity. To have revealed Secrets of men, the secrets of a friend, How heinous had the fact been, how deserving Contempt, and scorn of all, to be excluded All friendship, and avoided as a blab, The mark of fool set on his front?
But I God's counsel have not kept, his holy secret Presumptuously have published, impiously, Weakly at least, and shamefully; a sin That Gentiles in their parables condemn To their abyss and horrid pains confined.
Man. Be penitent, and for thy fault contrit But act not in thy own affliction, son: Repent the sin; but, if the punishment Thou canst avoid, self preservation bids; Or the execution leave to high disposal, And let another hand, not thine, exact Thy penal forfeit from thyself: perhaps God will relent, and quit thee all his debt; Who ever more approves, and more accepts, (Best pleased with humble and filial submission,) Him, who, imploring mercy, sues for life, Than who, self-rigorous, chooses death as due; Which argues overjust, and self-displeased, For self-offence, more than for God offended. Reject not then what offered means, who knows But God hath set before us, to return thee Home to thy country and his sacred house, Where thou may'st bring thy offerings, to avert His further ire, with prayers and vows renewed? Sams. His pardon I implore; but as for life To what end should I seek it? when in strength All mortals I excelled, and great in hopes With youthful courage, and magnanimous thoughts Of birth from Heaven foretold, and high exploits, Full of divine instinct, after some proof Of acts indeed heroic, far beyond The sons of Anak, famous now and blazed Fearless of danger, like a petty god
I walked about admired of all and dreaded On hostile ground, none daring my affront.* Then swollen with pride into the snare I fell Of fair fallacious looks, venereal trains, Softened with pleasure and voluptuous life; At length to lay my head and hallowed pledge Of all my strength in the lascivious lap Of a deceitful concubine, who shore me Like a tame wether, all my precious fleece, Then turned me out ridiculous, despoiled, Shaven, and disarmed an.ong mine enemies. ⚫ Chor. Desire of wine and all delicious drinks, Which many a famous warrior overturns, Thou couldst repress; nor did the dancing ruby
"None daring my affront"-to front or face in a hostile
Sparkling, outpoured, the flavour or the smell, Or taste that cheers the heart of gods and men, Allure thee from the cool crystalline stream. Sams. Wherever fountain or fresh current flowed
Against the eastern ray, translucent, pure, With touch ethereal of Heaven's fiery rod,
I drank, from the clear milky juice allaying Thirst, and refreshed: nor envied them the grape Whose heads that turbulent liquor fills with fumes.
Chor. O madness, to think use of strongest
And strongest drinks, our chief support of health, When God with these forbidden made choice to
His mighty champion, strong above compare, Whose drink was only from the liquid brook. Sams. But what availed this temperance, not
Against another object more enticing? What boots it at one gate to make defence, And at another to let in the foe,
Effeminately vanquished? by which means, Now blind, disheartened, shamed, dishonoured, quelled,
To what can I be useful, wherein serve My nation, and the work from Heaven imposed, But to sit idle on the household hearth, A burdenous drone; to visitants a gaze, Or pitied object, these redundant locks Robustious to no purpose clustering down, Vain monument of strength; till length of years And sedentary numbness craze thy limbs To a contemptible old age obscure ? Here rather let me drudge and earn my bread; Till vermin or the draff of servile food, Consume me, and oft invocated death Hasten the welcome end of all my pains.
Man. Wilt thou then serve the Philistines with
Which was expressly given thee to annoy them? Better at home lie bedrid, not only idle, Inglorious, unemployed, with age outworn. But God, who caused a fountain at thy prayer From the dry ground to spring, thy thirst to allay After the brunt of battle, can as easy Cause light again within thy eyes to spring, Wherewith to serve him better than thou hast, And I persuade me so; why else this strength Miraculous yet remaining in those locks? His might continues in thee not for naught, Nor shall his wondrous gifts be frustrate thus. Sams. All otherwise to me my thoughts por
That these dark orbs no more shall treat with light,
Nor the other light of life continue long, But yield to double darkness migh at hand:
S much I feel my genial spirits droop, My hopes all flat, nature within me seems In all her functions weary of herself; My race of glory run, and race of shame, And I shall shortly be with them that rest.
No long petition, speedy death, The close of all my miseries, and the balm. Chor. Many are the sayings of the wise, In ancient and in modern books enrolled, Extolling patience as the truest fortitude;
Mun. Believe not these suggestions, which pro- And to the bearing well of all calamities,
From anguish of the mind and humours black, That mingle with my fancy. I however Must not omit a father's timely care To prosecute the means of thy deliverance By ransom, or how else: meanwhile be calm, And healing words from these thy friends admit.
Sams. O that torment should not be confined To the body's wounds and sores, With maladies innumerable
In heart, head, breast, and reins;
But must secret passage find
To the inmost mind,
There exercise all his fierce accidents, And on her purest spirits prey, As on entrails, joints, and limbs,
With answerable pains, but more intense, Though void of corporal sense.
My griefs not only pain me As a lingering disease,
But, finding no redress, ferment and rage; Nor less than wounds immedicable Rankle, and fester, and gangrene, To black mortification.
Thoughts, my tormentors, armed with stings,
Mangle my apprehensive tenderest parts, Exasperate, exulcerate, and raise
Dire inflammation, which no cooling herb Or medicinal liquor can assuage, Nor breath of vernal air from snowy Alp. Sleep hath forsook and given me o'er To death's benumbing opium as my only cure; Thence faintings, swoonings of despair, And sense of Heaven's desertion.
I was his nursling once, and choice delight, His destined from the womb,
All chances incident to man's frail life, Consolatories writ
With studied argument, and much persuasion
Lenient of grief and anxious thought:
But with the afflicted in his pangs their sound Little prevails, or rather seems a tune
Harsh, and of dissonant mood from his complamt ; Unless he feel within
Some source of consolation from above,
Secret refreshings, that repair his strength And fainting spirits uphold.
God of our fathers, what is man!
That thou towards him with hand so various
Or might I say contrarious,
Temperest thy providence through his short course Not evenly, as thou rulest
The angelic orders, and inferior creatures mute, Irrational and brute.
Nor do I name of men the common rout, That wandering loose about
Grow up and perish as the summer fly Heads without name no more remembered; But such as thou hast solemnly elected, With gifts and graces eminently adorned, To some great work, thy glory,
And people's safety, which in part they effect: Yet toward these thus dignified, thou oft, Amidst their height of noon,
Changest thy countenance, and thy hand, with no regard
Of highest favours past
From thee on them, or them to thee of service. Nor only dost degrade them, or remit
To life obscured, which were a fair dismission, But throwest them lower than thou didst exalt them high; Unseemly falls in human eye,
Promised by heavenly message twice descending. Too grievous for the trespass or omission;
The image of thy strength, and mighty minister. What do I beg? how hast thou dealt already! Behold him in this state calamitous, and turn His labours, for thou canst, to peaceful end.
But who is this? what thing of sea or land? Female of sex it seems,
That so bedecked, ornate, and gay, Comes this way sailing
Like a stately ship
Of Tarsus, bound for the isles
Of Javan or Gadire,
With all her bravery on, and tackle trim,
Sails filled, and streamers waving,
Courted by all the winds that hold them play. An amber scent of odorous perfume Her harbinger, a damsel train behind; Some rich Philistian matron she may seem; And now at nearer view, no other certain Than Dalila, thy wife.
That wisest and best men, full oft beguiled, With goodness principled not to reject The penitent, but ever to forgive, Are drawn to wear out miserable days, Entangled with a poisonous bosom snake, If not by quick destruction soon cut off, As I by thee, to ages an example.
Dal. Yet hear me, Samson; not that I endea
To lessen or extenuate my offence,
But that on the other side, if it be weighed By itself, with aggravations not surcharged, Or else with just allowance counterpoised, I may, if possible, thy pardon find
The easier toward me, or thy hatred less. First granting, as I do, it was a weakness In me, but incident to all our sex, Curiosity, inquisitive, importune Of secrets, then with like infirmity
Sams. My wife! my traitress: let her not come To publish them, both common female faults:
Was it not weakness also to make known
Chor. Yet on she moves, now stands and eyes For importunity, that is, for nought, thee fixed,
About to have spoke; but now, with head declined, Like a fair flower surcharged with dew, she weeps, And words addressed seern into tears dissolved, Wetting the borders of her silken veil: But now again she makes address to speak.
Dal. With doubtful feet and wavering resolution I came, still dreading thy displeasure, Samson, Which to have merited, without excuse, I can not but acknowledge; yet, if tears, May expiate, (though the fact more evil drew In the perverse event than I foresaw,)
Wherein consisted all thy strength and safety? To what I did thou showed'st me first the way. But I to enemics revealed, and should not: Nor should'st thou have trusted that to woman's frailty;
Ere I to thee, thou to thyself wast cruel. Let weakness then with weakness come to parle, So near related, or the same of kind, Thine forgive mine; that men may censure thine The gentler, if severely thou exact not More strength from me, than in thyself was found And what if love, which thou interpret'st hate, The jealousy of love, powerful of sway
In human hearts, nor less in mine towards thee,
My penance hath not slackened, though my par- Caused what I did? I saw thee mutable
No way assured. But conjugal affection, Prevailing over fear and timorous doubt, Hath led me on, desirous to behold
Once more thy face, and know of thy estate, If aught in my ability may serve
To lighten what thou sufferest, and appease Thy mind with what amends is in my power, Though late, yet in some part to recompense My rash, but more unfortunate misdeed.
Sams. Out, out, hyena! these are thy wonted arts,
And arts of every woman false like thee, To break all faith, all vows, deceive, betray, Then as repentant to submit, beseech, And reconcilement move with feigned remorse, Confess, and promise wonders in her change; Not truly penitent, but chief to try
Her husband, how for urged his patience bears, His virtue or weakness which way to assail; 'Then with more cautious and instructed skill Again transgresses, and again submits;
Of fancy, feared lest one day thou would'st leave
As her at Timna, sought by all means therefore How to endear, and hold thee to me firmest: No better way I saw than by importuning To learn thy secrets, get into my power Thy key of strength and safety: thou wilt say, Why then revealed? I was assured by those Who tempted me, that nothing was designed Against thee but safe custody, and hold: That made for me, I knew that liberty Would draw thee forth to perilous enterprises, While I at home sat full of cares and fears, Wailing thy absence in my widowed bed; Here I should still enjoy thee, day and nigh Mine and love's prisoner, not the Philistines', Whole to myself, unhazarded abroad, Fearless at home of partners in my love. These reasons in love's law have past for good, Though fond and reasonless to some perhaps; And love hath oft, well meaning, wrought mach
Yet always pity or pardon hath obtained. But not like all others, not austere As thou art strong, inflexible as steel. If thou in strength all mortals dost exceed, In uncompassionate anger do not so.
Sams. How cunningly the sorceress displays Her own transgressions, to upbraid me mine! That malice, not repentance, brought thee hither, By this appears; I gave, thou say'st, the example, I led the way; bitter reproach, but true; I to myself was false ere thou to me; Such pardon therefore as I give my folly,
Sams. I thought where all thy circling wiles would end;
In feigned religion, smooth hypocrisy! But had thy love, still odiously pretended, Been, as it ought, sincere, it would have tauget thee
Far other reasonings, brought forth other deeds. I, before all the daughters of my tribe And of my nation, chose thee from among My enemies, loved thee, as too well thou knew'st; Too well; unbosomed all my secrets to thee, Not out of levity, but overpowered
Take to thy wicked deed; which when thou seest By thy request, who could deny thee nothing;
Impartial, self-severe, inexorable,
Thou wilt renounce thy seeking, and much rather Confess it feigned: weakness is thy excuse, And I believe it; weakness to resist Philistian gold: if weakness may excuse, What murderer, what traitor, parricide, Incestuous, sacrilegious, but may plead it? All wickedness is weakness: that plea therefore With God or man will gain thee no remission. But love constrained thee; call it furious rage To satisfy thy lust: love seeks to have love; My love how could'st thou hope, who took'st the way
To raise in me inexpiable hate, Knowing, as needs I must, by thee betrayed? In vain thou strivest to cover shame with shame, Or by evasions thy crime uncoverest more.
Dal. Since thou determin'st weakness for no plea In man or woman, though to thy own condemning, Hear what assaults I had, what snares besides, What sieges girt me round, ere I consented; Which might have awed the best resolved of men, The constantest, to have yielded without blame. It was not gold, as to my charge thou lay'st, That wrought with me: thou know'st the magis-
And princes of my country came in person, Solicited, commanded, threatened, urged, Adjured by all the bonds of civil duty And of religion, pressed how just it was, How honourable, how glorious, to entrap A common enemy, who had destroyed Such numbers of our nation: and the priest Was not behind, but ever at my ear, Preaching how meritorious with the gods It would be to ensnare an irreligious Dishonourer of Dagon: what had I To oppose against such powerful arguments? Only my love of thee held long debate, And combated in silence all these reasons With hard contest: at length that grounded maxim, So rife and celebrated in the mouths Of wisest men, that to the public good Private respects must yield, with grave authority Took full possession of me, and prevailed; Virtue, as I thought, truth, duty, so enjoining.
Yet now am judged an enemy. Why then Didst thou at first receive me for thy husband, Then, as since then, thy country's foe professed? Being once a wife, for me thou wast to leave Parents and country; nor was I their subject, Nor under their protection, but my own, Thou mine, not their's: if aught against my life Thy country sought of thee, it sought unjustly, Against the law of nature, law of nations; No more thy country, but an impious crew Of men conspiring to uphold their state By worse than hostile deeds, violating the ends For which our country is a name so dear; Not therefore to be obeyed. But zeal moved thee, To please thy gods thou did'st it; gods unable To acquit themselves and prosecute their foes But by ungodly deeds, the contradiction Of their own deity, gods can not be; Less therefore to be pleased, obeyed, or feared These false pretexts and varnished colours failing, Bare in thy guilt, how foul must thou appear!
Dal. In argument with men a woman ever Goes by the worse, whatever be her cause.
Sams. For want of words no doubt, or lack of breath;
Witness when I was worried with thy peals.
Dal. I was a fool, too rash, and quite mistaken In what I thought would have succeeded best. Let me obtain forgiveness of thee, Samson; Afford me place to show what recompense Towards thee I intend for what I have misdone, Misguided; only what remains past cure Bear not too sensibly, nor still insist
To afflict thyself in vain: though sight be lost, Life yet hath many solaces, enjoyed Where other senses want not their delights At home in leisure and domestic ease, Exempt from many a care and chance, to which Eyesight exposes daily men abroad.
I to the lords will intercede, not doubting Their favourable ear, that I may fetch thee From forth this loathsome prison-house, to abide With me, where my redoubled love and care With nursing diligence, to me glad office, May ever tend about thee to old age, With all things grateful cheered, and so supplied
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