And love will last as pure and whole As when he loved me here in Time, XLIII. How fares it with the happy dead? For here the man is more and more; But he forgets the days before God shut the doorways of his head. The days have vanish'd, tone and tint, And yet perhaps the hoarding sense A little flash, a mystic hint; And in the long harmonious years (If Death so taste Lethean springs) Surprise thee ranging with thy peers. If such a dreamy touch should fall, O turn thee round, resolve the doubt; In that high place, and tell thee all. XLIV. THE baby new to earth and sky, What time his tender palm is prest Against the circle of the breast, Has never thought that "this is I": 39 But as he grows he gathers much, And learns the use of "I," and "me," And other than the things I touch." So rounds he to a separate mind From whence clear memory may begin, His isolation grows defined. This use may lie in blood and breath, Which else were fruitless of their due, Beyond the second birth of Death. XLV. WE ranging down this lower track, The path we came by, thorn and flower, Is shadow'd by the growing hour, Lest life should fail in looking back. So be it: there no shade can last In that deep dawn behind the tomb, But clear from marge to marge shall bloom The eternal landscape of the past : A lifelong tract of time reveal'd; The fruitful hours of still increase; Days order'd in a wealthy peace, And those five years its richest field. O Love, thy province were not large, A bounded field, nor stretching far; Look also, Love, a brooding star, A rosy warmth from marge to marge. XLVI. THAT each, who seems a separate whole, Remerging in the general Soul, Is faith as vague as all unsweet : And we shall sit at endless feast, Enjoying each the other's good: Of Love on earth? He seeks at least Upon the last and sharpest height, XLVII. IF these brief lays, of Sorrow born, Grave doubts and answers here proposed, Then these were such as men might scorn: Her care is not to part and prove; She takes, when harsher moods remit, And makes it vassal unto love: And hence, indeed, she sports with words, The deepest measure from the chords: Nor dare she trust a larger lay, But rather loosens from the lip Their wings in tears, and skim away. XLVIII. FROM art, from nature, from the schools, The lightest wave of thought shall lisp, The fancy's tenderest eddy wreathe, To make the sullen surface crisp. And look thy look, and go thy way, But blame not thou the winds that make The seeming-wanton ripple break, The tender-pencil'd shadow play. Beneath all fancied hopes and fears, Ay me! the sorrow deepens down, The bases of my life in tears. XLIX. BE near me when my light is low, When the blood creeps, and the nerves prick And all the wheels of Being slow. Be near me when the sensuous frame Is rack'd with pangs that conquer trust; And Life, a Fury slinging flame. Be near me when my faith is dry, And men the flies of latter spring, And weave their petty cells and die. Be near me when I fade away, To point the term of human strife, And on the low dark verge of life The twilight of eternal day. L. Do we indeed desire the dead Should still be near us at our side? Is there no baseness we would hide ? No inner vileness that we dread? |