And is half pleased with things that are amiss, will be such joy to see them disappear.
An active partisan, I thus convoked From every object pleasant circuinstance To suit my ends; I moved among mankind With genial feelings still predominant; When erring, erring on the better part, And in the kinder spirit; placable, Indulgent, as not uninformed that men See as they have been taught — Antiquity ves rights to error; and aware, no less, That throwing off oppression must be work As well of License as of Liberty;
And above all for this was more than all- Not caring if the wind did now and then Blow keen upon an eminence that gave Prospect so large into futurity;
In brief, a child of Nature, as at first, Diffusing only those affections wider
That from the cradle had grown up with me, And losing, in no other way than light as lost in light, the weak in the more strong.
In the main outline such it might be said Was my condition, till with open war Britain opposed the liberties of France. This threw me first out of the pale of love; Soured and corrupted, upwards to the source, My sentiments; was not, as hitherto, A swallowing up of lesser things in great, But change of them into their contraries; And thus a way was opened for mistakes And false conclusions, in degree as gross,
In kind more dangerous. What had been a pride, Was now a shame; my likings and my loves
Ran in new channels, leaving old ones dry;
And hence a blow that, in maturer age,
But now, become oppressors in their turn, Frenchmen had changed a war of self-defence For one of conquest, losing sight of all Which they had struggled for: now mounted up, Openly in the eye of earth and heaven, The scale of liberty. I read her doom, With anger vexed, with disappointment sore, But not dismayed, nor taking to the shame Of a false prophet. While resentment rose Striving to hide, what nought could heal, the wounds Of mortified presumption, I adhered
More firmly to old tenets, and, to prove
Their temper, strained them more; and thus, in heat Of contest, did opinions every day
Grow into consequence, till round my mind
They clung, as if they were its life, nay more, The very being of the immortal soul.
This was the time, when all things tending fast
To depravation, speculative schemes - That promised to abstract the hopes of Man Out of his feelings, to be fixed thenceforth For ever in a purer element
Found ready welcome. Tempting region that For Zeal to enter and refresh herself, Where passions had the privilege to work, And never hear the sound of their own names. But, speaking more in charity, the dream Flattered the young, pleased with extremes, nor least With that which makes our Reason's naked self The object of its fervour. What delight! How glorious! in self-knowledge and self-rule, To look through all the frailties of the world, And, with a resolute mastery shaking off Infirmities of nature, time, and place, Build social upon personal Liberty,
Which, to the blind restraints of general laws Superior, magisterially adopts
Would but have touched the judgment, struck more One guide, the light of circumstances, flashed
into sensations near the heart: meantime,
As from the first, wild theories were afloat, To whose pretensions, sedulously urged, I had but lent a careless ear, assured That time was ready to set all things right, And that the multitude, so long oppressed, Would be oppressed no more.
But when events Brought less encouragement, and unto these The immediate proof of principles no more Could be intrusted, while the events themselves Worn out in greatness, stripped of novelty, Less occupied the mind, and sentiments Could through my understanding's natural growth No longer keep their ground, by faith maintained Of inward consciousness, and hope that laid Her hand upon her object-evidence Safer, of universal application, such
As could not be impeached, was sought elsewhere.
Upon an independent intellect.
Thus expectation rose again; thus hope,
From her first ground expelled, grew proud once more.
Oft, as my thoughts were turned to human kind,
I scorned indifference; but, inflamed with thirst
Of a secure intelligence, and sick
Of other longing, I pursued what seemed A more exalted nature; wished that Man Should start out of his earthy, worm-like state, And spread abroad the wings of Liberty, Lord of himself in undisturbed delight — A noble aspiration! yet I feel (Sustained by worthier as by wiser thoughts) The aspiration, nor shall ever cease To feel it; but return we to our course.
Enough, 'tis true- could such a plea excuse Those aberrations - had the clamorous friends Of ancient Institutions said and done To bring disgrace upon their very names;
Disgrace, of which, custom and written law, And sundry moral sentiments as props Or emanations of those institutes, Too justly bore a part. A veil had been Uplifted; why deceive ourselves? in sooth, 'Twas even so; and sorrow for the man Who either had not eyes wherewith to see, Or, seeing, had forgotten! A strong shock Was given to old opinions; all men's minds Had felt its power, and mine was both let loose, Let loose and goaded. After what hath been Already said of patriotic love,
Suffice it here to add, that, somewhat stern In temperament, withal a happy man,
And therefore bold to look on painful things,
Free likewise of the world, and thence more bold,
I summoned my best skill, and toiled, intent
To anatomize the frame of social life,
Yea, the whole body of society
Depressed, bewildered thus, I did not walk With scoffers, seeking light and gay revenge From indiscriminate laughter, nor sate down In reconcilement with an utter waste
Of intellect; such sloth I could not brook, (Too well I loved, in that my spring of life, Pains-taking thoughts, and truth, their dear reward) But turned to abstract science, and there sought Work for the reasoning faculty enthroned Where the disturbances of space and time- Whether in matters various, properties Inherent, or from human will and power Derived - find no admission. Then it was Thanks to the bounteous Giver of all good!- That the beloved Sister in whose sight
Those days were passed, now speaking in a voice
Of sudden admonition—like a brook
That did but cross a lonely road, and now
Is seen, heard, felt, and caught at every turn,
Searched to its heart. Share with me, Friend, the wish | Companion never lost through many a league
That some dramatic tale, endued with shapes Livelier, and flinging out less guarded words Than suit the work we fashion, might set forth What then I learned, or think I learned, of truth, And the errors into which I fell, betrayed By present objects, and by reasonings false From their beginnings, inasmuch as drawn Out of a heart that had been turned aside From Nature's way by outward accidents, And which was thus confounded, more and more Misguided, and misguiding. So I fared, Dragging all precepts, judgments, maxims, creeds, Like culprits to the bar; calling the mind, Suspiciously, to establish in plain day Her titles and her honours; now believing, Now disbelieving; endlessly perplexed
With impulse, motive, right and wrong, the ground Of obligation, what the rule and whence The sanction; till, demanding formal proof, And seeking it in every thing, I lost All feeling of conviction, and, in fine, Sick, wearied out with contrarieties, Yielded up moral questions in despair.
This was the crisis of that strong disease, This the soul's last and lowest ebb; I drooped, Deeming our blessed reason of least use Where wanted most: "The lordly attributes Of will and choice," I bitterly exclaimed, "What are they but a mockery of a Being Who hath in no concerns of his a test Of good and evil; knows not what to fear Or hope for, what to covet or to shun; And who, if those could be discerned, would yet Be little profited, would see, and ask Where is the obligation to enforce ? And, to acknowledged law rebellious, still, As selfish passion urged, would act amiss; "The dupe of folly, or the slave of crime."
Maintained for me a saving intercourse
With my true self; for, though bedimmed and changed Much, as it seemed, I was no further changed Than as a clouded and a waning moon:
She whispered still that brightness would return,
She, in the midst of all, preserved me still
A Poet, made me seek beneath that name,
And that alone, my office upon earth: And, lastly, as hereafter will be shown, If willing audience fail not, Nature's self, By all varieties of human love
Assisted, led me back through opening day To those sweet counsels between head and heart Whence grew that genuine knowledge, fraught with peace,
Which, through the later sinkings of this cause, Hath still upheld me, and upholds me now In the catastrophe (for so they dream, And nothing less), when, finally to close And seal up all the gains of France, a Pope Is summoned in, to crown an Emperor - This last opprobrium, when we see a people, That once looked up in faith, as if to Heaven For manna, take a lesson from the dog Returning to his vomit; when the sun That rose in splendour, was alive, and moved In exultation with a living pomp
Of clouds his glory's natural retinue- Hath dropped all functions by the gods bestowed, And, turned into a gewgaw, a machine, Sets like an Opera phantom.
Thus, O Friend! Through times of honour and through times of shame Descending, have I faithfully retraced
The perturbations of a youthful mind Under a long-lived storm of great events—
A story destined for thy ear, who now, Among the fallen of nations, dost abide Where Etna, over hill and valley, casts
Hs shadow stretching towards Syracuse, The city of Timoleon! Righteous Heaven! How are the mighty prostrated! They first,
They first of all that breathe should have awaked When the great voice was heard from out the tombs Of ancient heroes. If I suffered grief For ill-requited France, by many deemed A trifler only in her proudest day;
Have been distressed to think of what she once Promised, now is; a far more sober cause Tine eyes must see of sorrow in a land, To the reanimating influence lost
Of memory, to virtue lost and hope,
Though with the wreck of loftier years bestrewn.
But indignation works where hope is not,
And thou, O Friend! wilt be refreshed. There is The great society alone on earth:
The noble Living and the noble Dead.
Thine be such converse strong and sanative, A ladder for thy spirit to reascend
To health and joy and pure contentedness; To me the grief confined, that thou art gone From this last spot of earth, where Freedom now Stands single in her only sanctuary;
A lonely wanderer art gone, by pain Compelled and sickness, at this latter day, This sorrowful reverse for all mankind. I feel for thee, must utter what I feel:
The sympathies erewhile in part discharged, Gather afresh, and will have vent again: My own delights do scarcely seem to me
My own delights; the lordly Alps themselves, Tuose rosy peaks, from which the Morning looks Abroad on many nations, are no more
For me that image of pure gladsomeness
Ere yet familiar with the classic page,
I learnt to dream of Sicily; and lo,
The gloom, that, but a moment past, was deepened At thy cominand, at her command gives way; A pleasant promise, wafted from her shores, Comes o'er my heart: in fancy I behold Her seas yet smiling, her once happy vales; Nor can my tongue give utterance to a name Of note belonging to that honoured isle, Philosopher or Bard, Empedocles,
Or Archimedes, pure abstracted soul! That doth not yield a solace to my grief: And, O Theocritus,* so far have some Prevailed among the powers of heaven and earth, By their endowments, good or great, that they Have had, as thou reportest, miracles Wrought for them in old time: yea, not unmoved, When thinking on my own beloved friend, I hear thee tell how bees with honey fed Divine Comates, by his impious lord Within a chest imprisoned; how they came Laden from blooming grove or flowery field, And fed him there, alive, month after month, Because the goatherd, blessed man! had lips Wet with the Muses' nectar.
Thus I soothe The pensive moments by this calm fireside, And find a thousand bounteous images
To cheer the thoughts of those I love, and mine.. Our prayers have been acepted; thou wilt stand On Etna's summit, above earth and sea, Triumphant, winning from the invaded heavens Thoughts without bound, magnificent designs Worthy of poets who attuned their harps In wood or echoing cave, for discipline Of heroes; or, in reverence to the gods,
Which they were wont to be. Through kindred scenes, 'Mid temples, served by sapient priests, and choirs
For purpose, at a time, how different!
To tak'st thy way, carrying the heart and soul Tat Nature gives to Poets, now by thought Matured, and in the summer of their strength. On! wrap him in your shades, ye giant woods, On Etna's side: and thou, O flowery field Of Enna! is there not some nook of thine, Fran the first play-time of the infant world Kept sacred to restorative delight, When from afar invoked by anxious love?
Child of the mountains, among shepherds reared,
IMAGINATION AND TASTE, HOW IMPAIRED AND RESTORED.
LONG time have human ignorance and guilt Detained us, on what spectacles of woe Compelled to look, and inwardly oppressed With sorrow, disappointment, vexing thoughts Confusion of the judgment, zeal decayed, And, lastly, utter loss of hope itself
And things to hope for! Not with these began Our song, and not with these our song must end.- Ye motions of delight, that haunt the sides Of the green hills; ye breezes and soft airs, Whose subtle intercourse with breathing flowers, Feelingly watched, might teach Man's haughty race How without injury to take, to give Without offence; ye who, as if to show The wondrous influence of power gently used, Bend the complying heads of lordly pines, And, with a touch, shift the stupendous clouds Through the whole compass of the sky; ye brooks, Muttering along the stones, a busy noise By day, a quiet sound in silent night;
Ye waves, that out of the great deep steal forth In a calm hour to kiss the pebbly shore, Not mute, and then retire, fearing no storm; And you, ye groves, whose ministry it is To interpose the covert of your shades, Even as a sleep, between the heart of man And outward troubles, between man himself, Not seldom, and his own uneasy heart: Oh! that I had a music and a voice Harmonious as your own, that I might tell What ye have done for me. The morning shines, Nor heedeth Man's perverseness; Spring returns,— I saw the Spring return, and could rejoice, In common with the children of her love, Piping on boughs, or sporting on fresh fields, Or boldly seeking pleasure nearer heaven On wings that navigate cerulean skies. So neither were complacency, nor peace, Nor tender yearnings, wanting for my good Through these distracted times; in Nature still Glorying, I found a counterpoise in her, Which when the spirit of evil reached its height, Maintained for me a secret happiness.
This narrative, my Friend! hath chiefly told Of intellectual power, fostering love, Dispensing truth, and, over men and things, Where reason yet might hesitate, diffusing
Prophetic sympathies of genial faith: So was I favoured such my happy lot- Until that natural graciousness of mind Gave way to overpressure from the times And their disastrous issues. What availed, When spells forbade the voyager to land, That fragrant notice of a pleasant shore Wafted, at intervals, from many a bower Of blissful gratitude and fearless love! Dare I avow that wish was mine to see, And hope that future times would surely see, The man to come, parted, as by a gulf, From him who had been; that I could no more Trust the elevation which had made me one With the great family that still survives To illuminate the abyss of ages past, Sage, warrior, patriot, hero; for it seemed
That their best virtues were not free from taint Of something false and weak, that could not stand The open eye of Reason. Then I said, "Go to the Poets, they will speak to thee More perfectly of purer creatures; — yet If reason be nobility in man,
Can aught be more ignoble than the man Whom they delight in, blinded as he is By prejudice, the miserable slave Of low ambition or distempered love?"
In such strange passion, if I may once more Review the past, I warred against myselfA bigot to a new idolatry Like a cowled monk who hath forsworn the world, Zealously laboured to cut off my heart From all the sources of her former strength; And as, by simple waving of a wand, The wizard instantaneously dissolves Palace or grove, even so could I unsoul As readily by syllogistic words Those mysteries of being which have made, And shall continue evermore to make. Of the whole human race one brotherhood.
What wonder, then, if, to a mind so far Perverted, even the visible Universe Fell under the dominion of a taste Less spiritual, with microscopic view Was scanned, as I had scanned the moral word!
0 Soul of Nature! excellent and fair!
at didst rejoice with me, with whom I, too, Eed through early youth, before the winds And roaring waters, and in lights and shades That marched and countermarched about the hills lag nous apparition, Powers on whom aly waited, now all eye and now Lear; but never long without the heart Employed, and man's unfolding intellect: Seal of Nature! that, by laws divine & waned and governed, still dost overflow With an impassioned life, what feeble ones Walk on this earth! how feeble have I been
When thou wert in thy strength! Nor this through stroke
Of human suffering, such as justifies
Remsness and inaptitude of mind,
But through presumption; even in pleasure pleased Inworthily, disliking here, and there Lang; by rules of minic art transferred Tothings above all art; but more, for this, A though a strong infection of the age, Was never much my habit-giving way Tia comparison of scene with scene, Beat overmuch on superficial things, Pampering myself with meagre novelties colour and proportion; to the moods Of time and season, to the moral power, The affections and the spirit of the place, Insible. Nor only did the love Of sitting thus in judgment interrupt My deeper feelings, but another cause, More subtle and less easily explained, That almost seems inherent in the creature, A twofold frame of body and of mind. Leak in recollection of a time Waen the bodily eye, in every stage of life The most despotic of our senses, gained Such strength in me as often held my mind In absolute dominion. Gladly here, Entering upon abstruser argument, fid I endeavour to unfold the means Which Nature studiously employs to thwart This tyranny, summons all the senses each To counteract the other, and themselves,
And makes them all, and the objects with which all Are conversant, subservient in their turn To the great ends of Liberty and Power. But leave we this: enough that my delights Soch as they were) were sought insatiably. Vind the transport, vivid though not profound; Imamed from hill to hill, from rock to rock, Full craving combinations of new forms, New pleasure, wider empire for the sight, Proud of her own endowments, and rejoiced To lay the inner faculties asleep. Amid the turns and counterturns, the strife And various trials of our complex being, As we grow up, such thraldom of that sense
Seems hard to shun. And yet I knew a maid, A young enthusiast, who escaped these bonds; Her eye was not the mistress of her heart; Far less did rules prescribed by passive taste, Or barren intermeddling subtleties,
Perplex her mind; but, wise as women are When genial circumstance hath favoured them, She welcomed what was given and craved no more; Whate'er the scene presented to her view, That was the best, to that she was attuned By her benign simplicity of life.
And through a perfect happiness of soul, Whose variegated feelings were in this Sisters, that they were each some new delight. Birds in the bower, and lambs in the green field, Could they have known her, would have loved; me-
Her very presence such a sweetness breathed, That flowers, and trees, and even the silent hills, And every thing she looked on, should have had An intimation how she bore herself Towards them and to all creatures. God delights In such a being; for her common thoughts Are piety, her life is gratitude.
Even like this maid, before I was called forth From the retirement of my native hills,
I loved whate'er I saw: nor lightly loved, But most intensely; never dreamt of aught More grand, more fair, more exquisitely framed Than those few nooks to which my happy feet Were limited. I had not at that time Lived long enough, nor in the least survived The first diviner influence of this world,
As it appears to unaccustomed eyes. Worshipping then among the depth of things, As piety ordained; could I submit To measured admiration, or to aught That should preclude humility and love?
I felt, observed, and pondered; did not judge, Yea, never thought of judging; with the gift Of all this glory filled and satisfied. And afterwards, when through the gorgeous Alps Roaming, I carried with me the same heart: In truth, the degradation - howsoe'er Induced, effect, in whatsoe'er degree, Of custom that prepares a partial scale
In which the little oft outweighs the great;
Or any other cause that hath been named; Or lastly, aggravated by the times
And their impassioned sounds, which well might make The milder minstrelsies of rural scenes Inaudible was transient; I had known Too forcibly, too early in my life, Visitings of imaginative power For this to last: I shook the habit off Entirely and for ever, and again
In Nature's presence stood, as now I stand, A sensitive being, a creative soul.
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