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TALE OF EXPIATION.

MARGARET BURNSIDE was an orphan. Her parents, who had been the poorest people in the parish, had died when she was a mere child; and as they had left no near relatives, there were few or none to care much about the desolate creature, who might be well said to have been left friendless in the world. True that the feeling of charity is seldom wholly wanting in any heart; but it is generally but a cold feeling among hard-working folk, towards objects out of the narrow circle of their own family affections, and selfishness has a ready and strong excuse in necessity. There seems, indeed, to be a sort of chance in the lot of the orphan offspring of paupers. On some the eye of Christian benevolence falls at the very first moment of their uttermost destitution and their worst sorrows, instead of beginning, terminate with the tears shed over their parents' graves. They are taken by the hands, as soon as their hands have been stretched out for protection, and admitted as inmates into households, whose doors, had their fathers and mothers been alive, they would never have darkened. The light of comfort falls upon them during the gloom of grief, and attends them all their days. Others, again, are overlooked at the first fall of affliction, as if by some unaccountable fatality; the wretchedness with which all have become familiar, no one very tenderly pities; and thus the orphan, reconciling herself to the extreme hardships of her condition, lives on uncheered by those sympathies out of which grow both happiness and virtue, and yielding by degrees to the constant pressure of her lot, becomes poor in spirit as in estate, and either vegetates like an almost worthless weed that is carelessly trodden on by every foot, or if by nature born a flower, in time loses her lustre, and all her days leads the life not so much of a servant as of a slave.

Such, till she was twelve years old, had been the fate of Margaret Burnside. Of a slender form and weak constitution, she had never been able for much work; and thus from one discontented and harsh master and mistress to another, she had been transferred from house to house-always the poorest-till she came to be looked on as an encumbrance rather than a help in any family, and thought hardly worth her bread. Sad and sickly she sat on the braes herding the kine. It was supposed that she was in a consumption-and as the shadow of death seemed to lie on the neglected creature's face, a feeling something like love was awakened towards her in the heart of pity, for which she showed her gratitude by still attending to all household tasks with an alacrity beyond her strength. Few doubted that she was dying and it was plain that she thought so herself; for the Bible, which, in her friendlessness, she had always read more than other children who were too happy to reflect often on the Word of tha: Being from whom their

happiness flowed, was now, when leisure per mitted, seldom or never out of her hands; and in lonely places, where there was no human ear to hearken, did the dying girl often support her heart, when quaking in natural fears of the grave, by singing to herself hymns and psalms. But her hour was not yet comethough by the inscrutable decrees of Providence doomed to be hideous with almost inexpiable guilt. As for herself-she was innocent as the linnet that sang beside her in the broom, and innocent was she to be up to the last throbbings of her religious heart. When the sunshine fell on the leaves of her Bible, the orphan seemed to see in the holy words, brightening through the radiance, assurances of forgiveness of all her sins-small sins indeed-yet to her humble and contrite heart exceeding great-and to be pardoned only by the intercession of Him who died for us on the tree. Often, when clouds were in the sky, and blackness covered the Book, hope died away from the discoloured page-and the lonely creature wept and sobbed over the doom denounced on all who sin, and repent notwhether in deed or in thought. And thus religion became within her an awful thing-till, in her resignation, she feared to die. But look on that flower by the hill-side path, withered, as it seems, beyond the power of sun and air and dew and rain to restore it to life. Next day, you happen to return to the place, its leaves are of a dazzling green, its blossoms of a dazzling crimson. So was it with this Orphan. Nature, as if kindling towards her in sudden love, not only restored her in a few weeks to life-but to perfect health; and ere-long she, whom few had looked at, and for whom still fewer cared, was acknowledged to be the fairest girl in all the parish-while she continued to sit, as she had always done from her very childhood, on the poor's form in the lobby of the kirk. Such a face, such a figure, and such a manner, in one so poorly attired and so meanly placed, attracted the eyes of the young Ladies in the Patron's Gallery. Margaret Burnside was taken under their especial protectionsent for two years to a superior school, where she was taught all things useful for persons in humble life-and while yet scarcely fifteen, returning to her native parish, was appointed teacher of a small school of her own, to which were sent all the girls who could be spared from home, from those of parents poor as her own had been, up to those of the farmers and small proprietors, who knew the blessings of a good education-and that without it, the minister may preach in vain. And thus Mar. garet Burnside grew and blossomed like the lily of the field-and every eye blessed herand she drew her breath in gratitude, piety, and peace.

Thus a few happy and useful years passed by-and it was forgotten by all-but herself-that Margaret Burnside was an orphan. But

to be without one near and dear blood-relative of labour, and rarely long pursued against the in all the world, must often, even to the happy heart of youthful innocence, be more than a pensive a painful thought; and therefore, though Margaret Burnside was always cheerful among her little scholars, yet in the retirement of her own room, (a pretty parlour, with a window looking into a flower-garden,) and on her walks among the braes, her mien was somewhat melancholy, and her eyes wore that touching expression, which seems doubtfully to denote-neither joy nor sadness-but a habit of soul which, in its tranquillity, still partakes of the mournful, as if memory dwelt often on past sorrows, and hope scarcely ventured to indulge in dreams of future repose. That profound orphan-feeling embued her whole character; and sometimes, when the young Ladies from the Castle smiled praises upon her, she retired in gratitude to her chamberand wept.

Among the friends at whose houses she visited were the family at Moorside, the highest hill-farm in the parish, and on which her father had been a hind. It consisted of the master, a man whose head was gray, his son and daughter, and a grandchild, her scholar, whose parents were dead. Gilbert Adamson had long been a widower-indeed his wife had never been in the parish, but had died abroad. He had been a soldier in his youth and prime of manhood; and when he came to settle at Moorside, he had been looked at with no very friendly eyes; for evil rumours of his character had preceded his arrival there-and in that peaceful pastoral parish, far removed from the world's strife, suspicions, without any good reason perhaps, had attached themselves to the morality and religion of a man, who had seen much foreign service, and had passed the best years of his life in the wars. It was long before these suspicions faded away, and with some they still existed in an invincible feeling of dislike or even aversion. But the natural fierceness and ferocity which, as these peaceful dwellers among the hills imagined, had at first, in spite of his efforts to control them, often dangerously exhibited themselves in fiery outbreaks, advancing age had gradually subdued; Gilbert Adamson had grown a hard-working and industrious inan; affected, if he followed it not in sincerity, even an austerely religious life; and as he possessed more than common sagacity and intelligence, he had acquired at last, if not won, a certain ascendency in the parish, even over many whose hearts never opened nor warmed towards him-so that he was now an elder of the kirk-and, as the most unwilling were obliged to acknowledge, a just steward to the poor. His gray hairs were not honoured, but it would not be too much to say that they were respected. Many who had doubted him before came to think they had done him injustice, and sought to wipe away their fault by regarding him with esteem, and showing themselves willing to interchange all neighbourly kindnesses and services with all the family at Moorside. His son, though somewhat wild and unsteady, and too much addicted to the fascinating pastimes of flood and field, often so ruinous to the sons

law without vitiating the whole character, was a favourite with all the parish. Singularly handsome, and with manners above his birth, Ludovic was welcome wherever he went, both with young and old. No merry-making could deserve the name without him; and at all meetings for the display of feats of strength and agility, far and wide, through more counties than one, he was the champion. Nor had he received a mean education. All that the parish schoolmaster could teach he knew; and having been the darling companion of all the gentle man's sons in the Manse, the faculties of his mind had kept pace with theirs, and from them he had caught unconsciously that demeanour so far superior to what could have been expected from one in his humble condition, but which, at the same time, seemed so congenial with his happy nature as to be readily acknowledged to be one of its original gifts. Of his sister, Alice, it is sufficient to say, that she was the bosom-friend of Margaret Burnside, and that all who saw their friendship felt that it was just. The small parentless grand-daughter was also dear to Margaret-more than perhaps her heart knew, because that, like herself, she was an orphan. But the creature was also a merry and a madcap child, and her freakish pranks, and playful perversenesses, as she tossed her head in untameable glee, and went dancing and singing, like a bird on the boughs of a tree, all day long, by some strange sympathies entirely won the heart of her who, throughout all her own childhood, had been familiar with grief, and a lonely shedder of tears. And thus did Margaret love her, it might be said, even with a very mother's love. She generally passed her free Saturday afternoons at Moorside, and often slept there all night with little Ann in her bosom. At such times Ludovic was never from home, and many a Sabbath he walked with her to the kirk-all the family together-and once by themselves for miles along the moor -a forenoon of perfect sunshine, which returned upon him in his agony on his dying day.

No one said, no one thought that Ludovic and Margaret were lovers-nor were they, though well worthy indeed of each other's love; for the orphan's whole heart was filled and satisfied with a sense of duty, and all its affections were centred in her school, where all eyes blessed her, and where she had been placed for the good of all these gladsome creatures, by them who had rescued her from the penury that kills the soul, and whose gracious bounty she remembered even in her sleep. In her prayers she beseeched God to bless them rather than the wretch on her knees-their images, their names, were ever before her eyes and on her ear; and next to that peace of mind which passeth all understanding, and comes from the footstool of God into the humble, lowly, and contrite heart, was to that orphan, day and night, waking or sleeping, the bliss of her gratitude. And thus Ludovic to her was a brother, and no more; a name sacred as that of sister, by which she always called her Alice, and was so called in retur

But to Ludovic, whe had a soul of fire, Margaret was dearer far than ever sister was to the brother whom, at the sacrifice of her own life, she might have rescued from death. Go where he might, a phantom was at his sidea pale fair face for ever fixed its melancholy eyes on his, as if foreboding something dismal even when they faintly smiled; and once he awoke at midnight, when all the house were asleep, crying, with shrieks, "O God of mercy! Margaret is murdered!" Mysterious passion of Love! that darkens its own dreams of delight with unimaginable horrors! Shall we call such dire bewilderment the superstition of troubled fantasy, or the inspiration of the prophetic soul!

From what seemingly insignificant sources -and by means of what humble instruments -may this life's best happiness be diffused over the households of industrious men! Here was the orphan daughter of forgotten paupers, both dead ere she could speak; herself, during all her melancholy childhood, a pauper even more enslaved than ever they had been-one of the most neglected and unvalued of all God's creatures-who, had she then died, would have been buried in some nettled nook of the kirkyard, nor her grave been watered almost by one single tear-suddenly brought out from the cold and cruel shade in which she had been withering away, by the interposition of human but angelic hands, into the heaven's most gracious sunshine, where all at once her beauty blossomed like the rose. She, who for so many years had been even begrudgingly fed on the poorest and scantiest fare, by Penury ungrateful for all her weak but zealous efforts to please by doing her best, in sickness and sorrow, at all her tasks, in or out of doors, and in all weathers, however rough and severe was now raised to the rank of a moral, intellectual, and religious being, and presided over, tended, and instructed many little ones, far, far happier in their childhood than it had been her lot to be, and all growing up beneath her now untroubled eyes, in innocence, love, and joy inspired into their hearts by her, their young and happy benefactress. Not a human dwelling in all the parish, that had not reason to be thankful to Margaret Burnside. She taught them to be pleasant in their manners, neat in their persons, rational in their minds, pure in their hearts, and industrious in all their habits. Rudeness, coarseness, sullenness, all angry fits, and all idle dispositions-the besetting vices and sins of the children of the poor, whose home-education is often so miserabiy, and almost necessarily neglected-did this sweet Teacher, by the divine influence of meekness never ruffled, and tenderness never troubled, in a few months subdue and overcome-till her school-room, every day in the week, was, in its cheerfulness, sacred as a Sabbath, and murmured from morn till eve with the hum of perpetual happiness. The effects were soon felt in every house. All floors were tidier, and order and regularity enlivened every hearth. It was the pride of her scholars to get their own little gardens behind their parents' huts to bloom like that of the Brae-and. in imitation of that flowery

porch, to train up the pretty creepers on the wall. In the kirkyard, a smiling group every Sabbath forenoon waited for her at the gateand walked, with her at their head, into the House of God-a beautiful procession to al their parents' eyes-one by one dropping away into their own seats, as the band moved along the little lobby, and the minister sitting in the pulpit all the while, looked solemnly down upon the fair flock-the shepherd of their souls!

It was Sabbath, but Margaret Burnside was not in the kirk. The congregation had risen to join in prayer, when the great door was thrown open, and a woman, apparelled as for the house of worship, but wild and ghastly in her face and eyes as a maniac hunted by evil spirits, burst in upon the service, and, with uplifted hands, beseeched the man of God to forgive her irreverent entrance, for that the foulest and most unnatural murder had been done, and that her own eyes had seen the corpse of Margaret Burnside lying on the moor in a pool of blood! The congregation gave one groan, and then an outcry as if the roof of the kirk had been toppling over their heads. All cheeks waxed white, women fainted, and the firmest heart quaked with terror and pity, as once and again the affrighted witness, in the same words, described the horrid spectacle, and then rushed out into the open air, followed by hundreds, who for some minutes had been palsy-stricken; and now the kirkyard was all in a tumult round the body of her who lay in a swoon. In the midst of that dreadful ferment, there were voices crying aloud that the poor woman was mad, and that such horror could not be beneath the sun; for such a perpetra tion on the Sabbath-day, and first heard of just as the prayers of his people were about to ascend to the Father of all mercies, shocked belief, and doubt struggled with despair as in the helpless shudderings of some dream of blood. The crowd were at last prevailed on by their pastor to disperse, and sit down on the tombstones, and water being sprinkled over the face of her who still lay in that mortal swoon, and the air suffered to circulate freely round her, she again opened her glassy eyes, and raising herself on her elbow, stared on the multitude, all gathered there so wan and silent, and shrieked out, "The Day of Judgment! The Day of Judgment!"

The aged minister raised her on her feet, and led her to a grave, on which she sat down, and hid her face on his knees. "O that I should have livea to see the day—but dreadfu. are the decrees of the Most High-and she whom we all loved has been cruelly murdered! Carry me with you, people, and I will show you where lies her corpse."

"Where-where is Ludovic Adamson ?" cried a hoarse voice which none there had ever heard before; and all eyes were turned in one direction; but none knew who had spoken, and all again was hush. Then all at once a hundred voices repeated the same words, "Where-where is Ludovic Adamson ?" and there was no reply. Then, indeed, was the kirkyard in an angry and a wrathful ferment, and men looked far into each other's

eyes for confirmation of their suspicions. And savage croak along a range of cliffs. The there was whispering about things, that, though whole multitude stood stock-still at that car in themselves light as air, seemed now charged rion-sound. The guide said shudderingly, in with hideous import; and then arose sacred a low hurried voice, "See, see-t e-that is her appeals to Heaven's eternal justice, horridly mantle"-and there indeed Margaret lay, all mingled with oaths and curses; and all the in a heap, maimed, mangled, murdered, with crowd, springing to their feet, pronounced, a hundred gashes. The corpse seemed as if "that no other but he could be the murderer." it had been baked in frost, and was embedded It was remembered now, that for months in coagulated blood. Shreds and patches of past Margaret Burnside had often looked me- her dress, torn away from her bosom, be lancholy-that her visits had been less fre- strewed the bushes-for many yards round quent to Moorside; and one person in the about, there had been the trampling of feet, crowd said, that a few weeks ago she had and a long lock of hair that had been torn come upon them suddenly in a retired place, from her temples, with the dews yet unmelted when Margaret was weeping bitterly, and Lu- on it, was lying upon a plant of broom, a little dovic tossing his arms, seemingly in wrath way from the corpse. The first to lift the and distraction. All agreed that of late he body from the horrid bed was Gilbert Adam. had led a disturbed and reckless life-and son. He had been long familiar with death that something dark and suspicious had hung in all its ghastliness, and all had now looked about him, wherever he went, as if he were to him-forgetting for the moment that he was haunted by an evil conscience. But did not the father of the murderer-to perform the strange men sometimes pass through the Moor task from which they recoiled in horror. -squalid mendicants, robber-like, from the far- Resting on one knee, he placed the corpse on off city-one by one, yet seemingly belonging the other-and who could have believed, that to the same gang-with bludgeons in their even the most violent and cruel death could hands-half-naked, and often drunken in their have wrought such a change on a face once hunger, as at the doors of lonesome houses so beautiful! All was distortion-and territhey demanded alms; or more like foot-pads ble it was to see the dim glazed eyes, fixedly than beggars, with stern gestures, rising up open, and the orbs insensible to the strong sun from the ditches on the way-side, stopped the that smote her face white as snow among the frightened women and children going upon streaks as if left by bloody fingers! Her throat errands, and thanklessly received pence from was all discoloured-and a silk handkerchief the poor? One of them must have been the twisted into a cord, that had manifestly been murderer! But then, again, the whole tide of used in the murder, was of a redder hue than suspicion would set in upon Ludovic-her when it had veiled her breast. No one knows lover; for the darker and more dreadful the what horror his eyes are able to look on, till guilt, the more welcome is it to the fears of they are tried. A circle of stupified gazers the imagination when its waking dreams are was drawn by a horrid fascination closer and floating in blood. closer round the corpse-and women stood there holding children by the hands, and fainted not, but observed the sight, and shuddered without shrieking, and stood there all dumb as ghosts. But the body was now borne along by many hands-at first none knew in what direction, till many voices muttered, "To Moorside-to Moorside"-and in an hour it was laid on the bed in which Margaret Burnside had so often slept with her beloved little Ann in her bosom.

A tall figure came forward from the porch, and all was silence when the congregation beheld the Father of the suspected criminal. He stood still as a tree in a calm day-trunk, limbs, moved not-and his gray head was uncovered. He then stretched out his arm, not in an imploring, but in a commanding attitude, and essayed to speak; but his white lips quivered, and his tongue refused its office. At last, almost fiercely, he uttered, "Who dares denounce my son?" and like the growling thunder, the crowd cried, "All-all-he is the murderer!" Some said that the old man smiled; but it could have been but a convulsion of the features-outraged nature's wrungout and writhing expression of disdain, to show how a father's love brooks the cruelty of foolish falsehood and injustice.

The hand of some one had thrown a cloth over the corpse. The room was filled with people-but all their power and capacity of horror had been exhausted-and the silence was now almost like that which attends a natural death, when all the neighbours are assembled for the funeral. Alice, with little Ann beside her, kneeled at the bed, nor feared to lean her head close to the covered corpse-sobbing out syllables that showed how passionately she prayed

and that she and her little niece-and, oh! for that unhappy father-were delivering themselves up into the hands of God. The father knelt not-neither did he sit down-nor move

Men, women, and children-all whom grief and horror had not made helpless-moved away towards the Moor-the woman who had seen the sight leading the way; for now her whole strength had returned to her, and she was drawn and driven by an irresistible passion to look again at what had almost de--nor groan-but stood at the foot of the bed, stroyed her judgment. Now they were miles from the kirk, and over some brushwood, at the edge of a morass some distance from the common footpath, crows were seen diving and careering in the air, and a raven flapping suddenly out of the covert, sailed away with a

with arms folded almost sternly-and with eyes fixed on the sheet, in which there seemed to be neither ruth nor dread- but only an austere composure, which were it indeed but resignation to that dismal decree of Providence, had been most sublime-but who can see into

the heart of a man either righteous or wicked, | men who now held him by the arm; and all and know what may be passing there, breathed from the gates of heaven or of hell! Soon as the body had been found, shepherds and herdsmen, fleet of foot as the deer, had set off to scour the country far and wide, hill and glen, mountain and morass, moor and wood, for the murderer. If he be on the face of the earth, and not self-plunged in despairing suicide into some quagmire, he will be found for all the population of many districts are now afoot, and precipices are clomb till now brushed but by the falcons. A figure, like that of a man, is seen by some of the hunters from a hill-top, lying among the stones by the side of a solitary loch. They separate, and descend upon him, and then gathering in, they behold the man whom they seek-Ludovic Adamson,

the murderer.

assembled then exclaimed, "Guilty, guiltythat one word will hang him! Oh, pity, pity, for his father and poor sister-this will break their hearts!" Appalled, yet firm of foot, the prisoner forced his way into the house, and turning, in his confusion, into the chamber on the left, there he beheld the corpse of the murdered on the bed-for the sheet had been removedas yet not laid out, and disfigured and deformed just as she had been found on the moor, in the same misshapen heap of death! One long insane glare-one shriek, as if all his heartstrings at once had burst-and then down fell the strong man on the floor like lead. One trial was past which no human hardihood could endure-another, and yet another awaits him; but them he will bear as the guilty brave have often borne them, and the most searching eye shall not see him quail at the bar or on the scaffold.

They lifted the stricken wretch from the floor, placed him in a chair, and held him upright, till he should revive from the fit. And he soon did revive; for health flowed in all his veins, and he had the strength of a giant. But when his senses returned, there was none to pity him; for the shock had given an expression of guilty horror to all his looks, and, like a man walking in his sleep under the temptation of some dreadful dream, he moved with fixed eyes towards the bed, and looking at the corpse, gobbled in hideous laughter, and then wept and tore his hair like a distracted woman or child. Then he stooped down as he would kiss the face, but staggered back, and,

His face is pale and haggard—yet flushed as if by a fever centered in his heart. That is no dress for the Sabbath-day-soiled and savage-looking—and giving to the eyes that search an assurance of guilt. He starts to his feet, as they think, like some wild beast surprised in his lair, and gathering itself up to fight or fly. But-strange enormity-a Bible is in his hand! And the shepherd who first seized him, taking the book out of his grasp, looks into the page, and reads, "Whoever sheddeth man's blood, by man shall his blood be surely shed." On a leaf is written, in her own well-known hand, "The gift of Margaret Burnside!" Not a word is said by his captorsthey offer no needless violence-no indignities -but answer all inquiries of surprise and astonishment (Oh! can one so young be so hard-covering his eyes with his hands, uttered such ened in wickedness!) by a stern silence, and upbraiding eyes, that like daggers must stab his heart. At last he walks doggedly and sullenly along, and refuses to speak-yet his tread is firm-there is no want of composure in his face-now that the first passion of fear or anger has left it; and now that they have Fear not, Ludovic, to touch it, my boy," the murderer in their clutch, some begin al- said his father; "bleed afresh it will not, for most to pity him, and others to believe, or at thou art innocent: and savage though now least to hope, that he may be innocent. As yet they be who once were proud to be thy friends, they have said not a word of the crime of even they will believe thee guiltless when the which they accuse him; but let him try to mas- corpse refuses to bear witness against thee, ter the expression of his voice and his eyes as and not a drop leaves its quiet heart!" But he may, guilt is in those stealthy glances- his son spake not a word, nor did he seem to guilt is in those reckless tones. And why does know that his father had spoken; but he sufhe seek to hide his right hand in his bosom? fered himself to be led passively towards the And whatever he may affect to say-they ask bed. One of the bystanders took his hand and him not-most certainly that stain on his shirt-placed it on the naked breast, when out of the collar is blood. But now they are at Moorside.

There is still a great crowd all round about the house-in the garden-and at the door-and a troubled cry announces that the criminal has been taken, and is close at hand. His father meets him at the gate; and, kneeling down, holds up his clasped hands, and says, "My son, if thou art guilty, confess, and die." The criminal angrily waves his father aside, and walks towards the door. "Fools! fools! what mean ye by this? What crime has been committed? And how dare ye to think me the criminal? Am I like a murderer ?"-" We never spoke to him of the murder-we never spoke to him of the murder!" cried one of the

a groan as is sometimes heard rending the sinner's breast when the avenging Furies are upon him in his dreams. All who heard it felt that he was guilty; and there was a fierce cry through the room of "Make him touch the body, and if he be the murderer, it will bleed!"

corners of the teeth-clenched mouth, and out of the swollen nostrils, two or three blood-drops visibly oozed; and a sort of shrieking shout declared the sacred faith of all the crowd in the dreadful ordeal. "What body is this? 'tis all over blood!" said the prisoner, looking with an idiot vacancy on the faces that surrounded him. But now the sheriff of the county en tered the room, along with some officers of justice, and he was spared any further shocks from that old saving superstition. His wrists soon after were manacled. These were all the words he had uttered since he recovered from the fit; and he seemed now in a state of stupor.

Ludovic Adamson, after examination of wit

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